My 3 a.m thoughts 📝

Nobody ever really talk about how motherhood is,everyone just pushes the beauty of it when half of it is just a lot of fuckeries and long nights of worries ,regrets and stupid suicidal thoughts if not awful mom blues. Everyone wants to say they are in their "mom era" the beautiful baby pictures and cute little hands.the weight behind these beautiful sceneries is heavier than a burden of dating men for who they are.  Goodness, it's a Hood that I personally not wish on anyone who isn't a happy soul naturally like me the Author, because it will crush you! Motherhood to me is: It’s not just about caring a child to full term or pushing a baby out of your cochie or getting 7 layers of your abdomen cut open or the awful contractions that will make you regret giving that man Doggy as a Valentines gift or birthday gift, it’s about changing Worlds from “ my world to Our world “ It’s about being a whole different person .it’s about constantly giving and providing for this new...

  I am  the girl who some might call innocent. I am the girl who cares about what others think more than i should. I am  the girl who doesn’t have a ton of friends,, just a few really close ones. I am the girl who trusts people a little too easily.  I am the girl who loves others when they have done nothing to deserve it. I am the girl who overthinks even the littlest of things. I am the girl who tries her best to always see the best in others. I am the girl who gets way too excited over sunsets & stars & the ocean &rainbows. I am the girl who just wants everyone to be happy. I am the girl who loves God with her whole heart. I am the girl who always looks on the bright side.I am the girl who cries if you yell at her.I am the girl who criticizes her body way too much. I am the girl who wants to travel the world. I am the girl who finds joy in the simplest of things.  I am the girl who uses her heart more than her head. I am the girl who just wants som...